Been A Long, Hot Mess

Oh wow. Where to start? Two weeks ago I went to Phoenix and helped my mom move here to CO. It was a long, hard week on us all. My family has been in that house close to 70 years and every square inch of it shows it. From the spices from Grandma that were never thrown away~she died in 1976 (GROSS!) to the handprints in the cement of me as a kid and my boys too as things were added on. That house was full of ghosts. Both my great uncle and aunt died in the living room in the same spot years apart. They were peaceful and watchful ghosts and it was hard to send them on their way. But is was time. We spent time visiting all the graves, even driving down to Ajo, AZ where I had my car checked and identity questioned by border patrol because seriously what is a good reason to give a border patrol guard for visiting Ajo?

I passed a digital sign at one point from my moms to my in laws that showed the temperature as 122 degrees. I only pray that was wrong. It felt it.

We attended a retirement party for my mom. Yes, at 81 she finally retired. I hope I have that kind of stamina at her age. I don’t think I will though. I think that comes from a generation that fought so hard for everything. Lets face it, our generation is kinda wimpy. I am OK with that. Shoot, get me a rocking chair now!

Carter had an awesome birthday party thrown by Grandma with his cousins. It was so so wonderful to spend time with our family.

Things are still buzzing with school starting and doctors appointments and the mountains and mountains of boxes from AZ. But we are good. I am exhausted, we all are, but happy and that is all that matters.

Miss everyone!
B

I Didn’t Want To Love You

credit to Farmville Market

Dear Farmville,

I am angry with you. You knew I was weak with  the boredom of a kid on bed rest and my favorite laptop off getting fixed. Yet you didn’t care. You lured me in with your promise of a pixel perfect life. You offered me shiny apples and adorable little animals. As our relationship grew you gave me a house, a wedding gazebo and even a winery. Honestly, what was I supposed to do? What girl could walk away from such fine gifts? I have always been a sucker for flowers and here you were giving me bunches every hour.  I was flattered. I felt special. Then I found out you were giving lots of girls these special ‘mystery gifts’. And still I couldn’t leave you. Even when I knew that each time I leveled up it was just another notch on your proverbial belt. This relationship has to change. It isn’t healthy for either one of us. I know you promised at level 30 I could get the mansion but I just don’t feel right about this. I have children. Sure, they would rather me stay with you. They are more than happy that mom is preoccupied fertilizing her crops but how long can this really last? We both know it has to end sometime. The longer we drag it out the harder it will be on both of us. We can still be friends. I will always care for you. It just wasn’t meant to be.

Your Friend,

Barb

PS…just saw you are going to give me a shiny red pick up truck. I always was a sucker for trucks. Maybe we can work something out but you have to stop being so demanding, OK?

PSS… don’t ya hate it when a post won’t stop swirling around in your head at night? I’m still on vacation, I’m still on vacation, I’m still on vacation :)

On Vacay

Yeah, I wish that’s where I was. Maybe if our Make A Wish comes through in time for Halloween I will be trick or treating on the beach :) You all know I have a lot going on and now I have to send my computer in for 2 weeks of work. Yes, we have 7 PC’s in this house but I am taking it as a sign I need to spend some quality time with the family. We find out for sure Wed. if Carter will need surgery. My mom is moving (and we are all helping) and this is Cons last summer before highschool officially starts. So, I am going to enjoy the sun, love my family, tweet and FB a bit, harvest crops on Farmville and generally kick back with my wonderful hubby. Hope you all get a little bit of the same. I will still be around and will have to post some of the stuff we are doing for PR’s sake but wanted to let you know I am downshifting for a bit. Make sure you have your email in the little box on the left so you get an email when I do decide to post :) Love ya! B

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